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HOME AND BACK AGAIN

by Richard Laviolette and byron

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Rathie's Joy 01:57
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Lately, my heart's been beating like a barking dog The spit from the flickering flame has left me disarmed Lately, my heart's been empty as a hollow log The glow hangs by the belly of a cloud over where you are Lately, it seems I'm tired and I don't know why Weeds get uprooted and dirt gets tossed aside Dandelion, milkweed and motherwort Sometimes worthless weeds will store medicine deep inside Lately, I mourn the loss of what was once my home I've seen you wander through the house and stay up late up night You are bug a lonely vampire Some creatures cannot hide their past no matter how they try You came from the land of the government Where people get in petty fights and don't mean what they meant Your words are minced meat and double speak Your curse will be to live your days in your own company
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Sing it Home 03:36
come along! come along! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo. come along! come along! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo. come along, sing it home! won't be long! won't be long! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo won't be long! won't be long! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo won't be long, sing it home! stay strong! stay strong! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo stay strong! stay strong! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo stay strong, sing it home! stay strong! x 2 we're hanging on! we're hanging on! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo we're hanging on! we're hanging on! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo we're hanging on, sing it home! sing along! sing along! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo sing along! sing along! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo sing along, sing it home! who belongs? WE BELONG!! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo who belongs? WE BELONG!! singin' hey oh hey eh eh yo WE BELONG, sing along we belong! x2
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Here on Huron Up and down this street This is the place I call my home And rest my tired feet Here on Huron Up and down this street Our house tucked in by the railroad tracks Across from the factory The railway tracks, they grind and scream The railwav workers sigh The busy old blackbirds holler down From on the wire line The kids sit out on the factory steps Lighting their cigarettes While another punk does another run On the dirty printing press Huron Huron That is an old old name They called themselves the Wvandot And settled near Georgian Bay Huron Huron An insult at the time The noble French though them nothing more Than savages or swine The changing of power Is sometimes hard to name But in this case, as in others It really is quite plain How we choose our idols Much like how we choose or fools Nationhood and history We often get confused How we speak and punctuate And how we write it down A lease that once read a hundred years Might soon become a thousand So do not trust the government There's nothing to be gained I has become so clear to me That someone fixed this game Here on Huron I live out my days I sit and watch the storm roll in And think about my ways Here on Huron I live out my days I sit and watch the storm roll in And think about my ways
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Cop Killer 03:44
cop killer cop killer, what have you done? what makes a young man pick up a gun? a bright summer evening out in moncton, cop killer cop killer, now what have you done? two officers wounded, three others shot down. they call it a rampage running all over town didn't kill civilians though they all were around. just two officers wounded, three others shot down. they just see the death, no they don't look to the root. don't question the murderous cops on the loose they don't look at the culture where male violence rules no they just see the death, they dont question the roots. we've seen it before and it'll happen again. they teach it takes violence to make you a man the cops and the shooters, they're one in the same. we've seen it before and i'm sure we'll see it again. fathers and sons, please heed the call teach the young men to love and that its ok to fall teach young men to love and how to care for us all family and friends, please heed the call. cop killer cop killer, now what have you done? another young man picks up a gun. ¡ wonder at your reasons, and where you're coming from? cop killer cop killer, now what have you done?
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Snailhouse 04:46
Whenever mom sings golden rings, dad takes harmony And all the parts where he sings along, helps her hind the key If ever dad forget a verse, mom'll take the lead Whenever mom sings golden rings, dad takes harmony Each song to her’s a simple verse that curls up in her heart A pretty flower whose dirty roots are worth more than its parts Each song to her some bottled words, fermenting poetry Whose foaming grace will one day make a living memory Flat or sharp, it doesn't bother me Fill my snailhouse full I sing you, you sing it back to me Fill my snailhouse full We work hard to build houses out of hearts We work hard to be brave in the dark Work work hard, We work hard Did Guthrie once feel like a do as he sat with his mother Such tenderness and grace how her hair follows her face The grinding gears of love and guts and stone worn down by weather Did he ask himself will this machine come visit me one day I know that sometimes I get stuck singing yesterday's gospel I know that sometimes I get stuck singing yesterday's gospel I know that sometimes I get stuck singing yesterday's gospel I know that sometimes I get stuck singing yesterday's gospel Sleeping bag, rags and and toiletries Fill my snailhouse full Radio and some batteries Fill my snailhouse full We work hard to build houses out of hearts We work hard to be brave in the dark Work work hard, We work hard
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must have taken a great stampede with a thousand pounding marching feet all part of an infantry who were dying to lose their soles to the enemy just to carry out plans passed down to sustain the winter-breath ground cover wool blankets hold hostage the sun, the light, and all its colours a mist to moisten your tongue and cheek a film to cover your eyes with me a place where ocean and sky once met draw a blank draw and blank there's nothing left cause i’d rather be long extinct with my eggs thrown across conquered beach feed the tourist fossil fuels preserve the memories of you
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I don't care, let it all come down I won't interfere, let it all come down They don't need to talk, no they got no hope They don’t need no letters, they don’t need no phones You don't know just what these strings are for They'll lead you home and open up your door You don't know the branches from the wood It's ok if we misunderstood If we can't deal with his shit on our own How can we stop this awful web from growing We'll do his work, we'll grind each other away We'll grind, we'll grind until there's nothing to say You don't know just what these strings are for They'll lead you home and open up your door You don't know the branches from the wood It's ok if we misunderstood
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All the Way 02:32
only life worth living is lived all the way-o all the way-yay-yay-o only life worth living is lived all the way-o all the way-yay-yay-0 take what you're given and use it everyday-o everyday-yay-yay-o take what you're given and use it everyday-o everyday-yay-yay-o there is a moment when you look it in the eye and realize that some time you will die so take what your given and use it everyday-0 cause only life worth livin' is lived all the way. don't let it pass say what you gotta say-o say what you're say-ay-yayin-o don't let it pass say what you gotta say-o say what you're sayin-ay-yayin-o open up your heart, and love who you may-o who vou may-yay-yay-o open up your heart, and love who you may-o who you may-yay-yay-o don't let them tell you what you desire or when to let your heart catch fire dont let it pass, say what you gotta say-o, open up your heart, and love who you may.

about

THE UPRIGHT PIANO by Richard Laviolette

From the late 1700s to the mid 1800s, the Mozart-era piano went through tremendous changes that led to the modern form of the piano we know of today. Composers and pianists wanted a more powerful, sustained piano sound. The industrial revolution provided the technological resources necessary to meet their demands such as higher quality steel for the piano strings and precision casting for the production of iron frames. Over time, the tonal range of the piano increased from the five octaves of Mozart's day to the seven and one quarter octave range found on pianos today. In 1800, Mathias Muller in Vienna and John Isaac Hawins in Philadelphia both produced vertical standing pianos in which, for the first time, the strings were extended behind the keyboard to the foor. There came to be four types of verticle pianos that were categorized based on their height: spinet, console, studio, and upright. The upright piano is any verticle piano 50 to 60 inches in height. Lower production cost and smaller footprint propelled the upright piano into most homes by the end of the 1800's. By the beginning of the 1900's, the upright piano became the only affordable alternative to the grand piano.

I remember having an upright piano at the yellow brick house where I lived until I was 13. It was giant and brow, with moving parts like some prehistoric creature. It was taller than I was. It was quiet most of the day but in a matter of seconds it could be as loud as any of us. I would crawl all over it as if it were Falkor the lucky dragon from The Neverending Story. By studying its parts I could learn more about its purpose and where it came from. On our piano there were wood panels on the front you could slide open. The top lifted open as well. You could peer inside the chest of this strange creature to examine its heart, its ribcage, and its lungs. I also saw other organs that I did not recognize.

Some of my earlier memories are of me sitting on the piano bench carefully pressing down different keys to see what happened when they moved. I would listen to the note and the thickness of the vibration. I would play a few notes at the same time quietly, loudly. Would they melt together like a river or would they repel each other and explode?
Some met me like a gentle breeze and some met me like a rumbling cloud of bees.

Due to its size, the upright piano was the only instrument we had that required us to also treat it like a piece a furniture. Often the layout of a room would depend on where you could fit the piano. When it wasn't being used for musical purposes, it was busy holding up family photos, a few board games, some books, a pair of glasses, candles, and perhaps a half finished bottle of beer. When an appropriate place to move the piano was decided upon and it was finally moved from its moorings, it left an imprint behind. The carpet and wallpaper were now a different colour than the rest of the room. There was a layer of dust, dirt, and dog hair making a home for a few many-legged insects. This kind of resembled what a rotting peach would leave beind after being pulled from the fridge. There were also lost toys, some you never knew had left your side. Some army figurines, marbles, a bouncy ball, a few foam darts to a once-obsessed-over-gun your brother got you for your last birthday. It's quite intriguing for a ten-year-old boy to witness. On one hand, the event of having moved something that previously seemed unmovable; on the other hand, observing the passing of time and learning about what kind of ecosystem can grow in the darkness of the underside of our upright piano.

Growing up, the majority of my aunts and uncles had upright pianos. Everyone had one in their home. It was as important as a computer. Now it seems like people can't give them away. I think people still appreciate the idea of the piano. So many of us wish we knew how to play the piano but don't know how. On a certain level I see that as a lack of discipline and focus. In my head, I imagine that for our parents there were more forced music lessons for the child's own good. I took violin lessons for about two weeks and then quit. I couldn't imagine being forced to continue those lessons against my will. Perhaps I would have been able to hack my way through a few fiddle tunes but I would have hated my parents. Whatever the reason may be, the upright piano is in decline. With a million keyed alternatives, who still needs an upright piano? Now anyone can own a light-weight, apartment sized keyboard with weighted keys, build-in speakers and headphones and never make a sound again. When we moved out of the yellow brick house, my parents decided to get rid of the upright piano. It was too heavy to move, took up too much space, and we no longer gathered around it. The piano was probably given away to the first person who was motivated enough to move it. Most pianos now end up getting sold for a hundred dollars at an auction or stored in the back of some old grey barn.

This spring I bought my first upright piano. I bought it for $200 from a woman I found online and paid a company $400 to move it into my house. No one in my house has a very high level of training, but we are all very grateful to have this in our lives. It was difficult at first to find a good spot to put it. We ended up going with the living room, basically the only room it fits in. It very quickly made the room warmer and more inviting. It honestly made the space feel more like home. The upright piano is very inviting and encourages people to congregate. Another bonus to having this instrument living in our home, are all the secret musicians who walk through the door. Before they were unrecognizable to the naked eye, but now we have the keys) to unlock their magic talents and in broad daylight friends who never once made mention of having taken a single piano lesson sit down play masterful works of music before heading off with their day.

HOME by byron

home is more than four walls and a roof. home for me if defined as the landscape around the house in which i am living. home is, and more than, the place where the house stands, the neighbourhood which it inhabits and the surrounding environment. home is the friends on my block with whom i conspire to escape the block. for me home is less often defined by bricks and wood, but instead by the rocks which line the creek which flows through the woods. it is the rivers. it is the apple trees down the trail and all the small weeds which teach me how to care for myself and those around me. home is where the heart is, and i bleed out the same blood which pumps all over this land. my blood feeds forest roots as forest roots feed me.

never in my life have i ever lived in the same house for longer than two years. i feel this has been a blessing. it has meant i have learned to navigate broader environments, exploring the trails as to how to get from here back to there, and then back to here again. i grew up in the city of brampton in ontario. we moved 9 times in 19 years, yet despite the different houses, neighbourhoods and friends, home could still be found when laying in the high grass and brush edging the etobicoke creek. after brampton there were many years wandering, restlessly searching for a new home across the continent. i went to toronto, halifax, victoria, and many other cities which had no lasting hold on me, until finally coming to guelph, where the two rivers meet, and i decided to live.

guelph is only 4 towns over from brampton, and it only takes 13 hours to walk the tracks to get between the two. it is small enough to not feel too crowded in as did toronto, hali-fax or victoria, but still big enough to meet new people and learn new things, to challenge and to be challenged. the people i've met here have been matched only by the teachings of the eramosa and speed rivers which run through town and out towards the grand river, and on to lake erie. guelph has certainly been a confluence of varied forces in my life and shaped me as the rivers do the shores. i am now embedded within a community of flux and friendship, of intimacy and initiative where the folks i know strive to work their dreams into reality.

home, where ever it may be, comes with resonant joys as much as it holds deep sorrow and terror. southern ontario is a site of hyper development, with an entrenching colonial stranglehold on the land base which will inevitably lead to the concretization of nearly the entire landscape bordered by polluted creeks, rivers and lakes. and to protect the project of ongoing development, the state's clenched fist, the police, work to decimate any possible resistance to the dominant direction of destruction. be it endless industrial growth of huge corporate farms, oil pipelines, or residential development projects advancing like a slow footed army pulling up topsoil, home is being devastated.

i consider home as the greater concept of the land base, the watershed and the air we breathe, and when i do i wonder then why we don't do more together to protect our home? why wouldn't you stop someone who came along and decided to dump a bunch toxic chemicals in your yard? if you saw a strange man dressed like a storm trooper beating one of your neighbours with a nightstick, wouldn't you try and stop them? if folks came along with a bulldozer and started tearing up your lawn and porch to build a 24 story condo development, wouldn't you be pissed? this isn't about property, or ownership of the land. it's about the places we share with the people we live with, live near to, and those who live downstream from us, chronologically and topographically.

home is a place to feel protected by and to protect. it is a place to nurture with love and respect for those who will live there long after we are gone and the place where we fertilize the soil with the memory and honour of those who came before us. it is the strength we carry into the future and the anchor which connects us to the past. home is where the heart is, and where it pumps and mixes our blood with the water which sustains all life. it is worth defending.

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released August 1, 2014

Songs and stories by Richard Laviolette and byron.
Art and design by Danielle Hagel.

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